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Dear me,Dear Microsoft word,
I feel strangely emo for some reason right now. I dont think its my fault ok it totally is but my intuition urges me to argue otherwise. Hm. I hate my goals. More my inability to keep them.
I just thought up another idea. Another goal to fulfill.
I hate myself
No, rather my inability to pick up a fucking pen and paper to get these ideas that haunt me out of my head, before I forget them and their whispers lace my brain for the rest of my life, if only their ghosts could have proper burial in the place of rest that is the patience and welcoming space of paper. Although, the world could be thought of as hell to the ideas of the human, thrown bare naked into the judging eyes of the camera and never ending torrent of demonic haters that prowl the internet behind the greatest mask of ananomosity, ready with their burning tongues so that your idea may catch fire in its vulnerable state. But the fire is a lie to the idea, it keeps living on, a
a dangerous hallucinationThe light coming through the window was bright,
much too bright.
Even though my eyes were closed
I could see it-
The skin of my arms prickled,
sweat dripped from my brow.
It was two in the afternoon but…
the sun was setting
through the window facing east.
I should have seen the hutch,
shelves lined with bone china
decorated with delicate leaves and vines.
I was so thirsty
and reaching for cups that should have been there.
Instead I found a billboard of butterflies,
the colors raging
more than any rainbow
I'd ever seen.
Their wings fluttered and flashed
yet somehow they moved in slow motion.
I wanted to stand,
wanted to reach out and touch them but…
I couldn't move,
and yet I laughed
ignoring my dry mouth
and the tingling in my feet.
There was a tempest
on the rise
and in my blood.
A sugar rush disguised
as a riot of butterflies
and they were swarming me.
There was a small vial
of insulin in my pocket
that I nev
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